I Lied to You

Because I don't want to be your "burden" anymore. I have been abandoned for having too much baggage twice now, and I only have baggage because of abandonment.
I feel guilty when I tell people why I feel bad. So maybe if you just came up to me and asked me what's wrong, I'll smile and say that nothing is wrong. I'm happy.

I love to fake it. It's what I'm good at now. I've practiced and practiced, and I think I have mastered it. Even last year, when I told everyone "everything," it wasn't everything. I lied. There was more.

But I love you. So maybe I'll tell you the truth.

Maybe.