Friends

Really good friendships are hard to find. I'm still unsure of who my real friends are and who I can talk to. So, whenever I think I can tell someone something, I always have to think about it a lot first. Some people just happen to be right by me when I have to confess something, so random people know little things about me and I don't even remember who I tell some things to. Like Juan Luis; I've told him stuff but I don't really know what I've told him. And some people are just acquaintances and they are with me when I am stressed so I tell them why I am stressed.
Things with Trevor are weird. I don't really see him around, though, so I don't have to worry all the time. But whenever we are near each other, we know what we are both thinking "uh, hi? I don't know if we're friends yet..." haha so we're still in that awkward phase.
Some people judge you when you are trying to make new friends. These people are not true friends. I've been trying to befriend Basics in theatre, but other Basics think I'm only befriending some for a certain reason. I don't know... it's all weird.
I get along much better with guys than I do with girls. Guys don't worry about everything, and if they do, they don't say it all of the time. Don't get me wrong, I love having my girly friends and I love them like crazy, but I am such a tomboy. Lately, though, I have been hanging out with girls more, just because a lot of boy stuff has been going on. I don't know... I miss my guy friends.
This blog has a lot of friendship stuff in it... I feel almost inclined to put a corny quote here:


Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.