College? [insert whimper here]

I sit here, only just awake for an hour, so ready to throw a hissy fit. I am so confused, and since I am so average, it looks like a weird little scholarship is out of the question.
I am so jealous of my sister, who got everything first, who got get everything and doesn't even appreciate it. I wish I could have the money just sitting there for me, and I try not to spend much, but maybe I'm just not as "perfect" as her.

So I am sitting here, freaking out, not sure if I can make these life choices for myself. I don't want advice, I simply want a college to wait for me. I want good Acting Schooling waiting for me.

Word of advice: start looking now...