I Miss You

You were the angel of the darkness, the voice inside my head I don't know how I've made it so long without you, and I miss you like crazy. It's insane. I don't tell anyone, but I do think of you every night and every day. There's something that always reminds me of you, whether it's a cup of coffee unaccompanied by pomelo juice.

I appreciated you when you were here, but the say still applies: You don't know what you've got until it's gone. You are still a huge part my life now that you've disappeared. No more weekly calls that I never paid much attention to.

I did, unfortunately, think of this song first just because it and I go way back, and it applies here.
I miss you more than anyone I could ever think of.
I know there is a little piece of you in me, but that's not enough. The part inside of me is filling me with more nostalgia, thinking of your jewelry, how I used to organize all of your little booklets by the phone as well as your coinpurses, how you would always complain about the lost pens that are really under your magnifying glass in the weird yellow jar-bowl, making pan dulce, eating any and every piece of candy, watching bad movies, walking to the movie theatre, shopping. It goes on forever. It's the little things I remember most, and it's making me unattach to everyone important to me.





I love you like no other.

I love you forever.
I like you for always.
As soon as we're living,
my grandma you'll be.