I Just Don't Care

 I don't feel so obliged to hang out with friends, be with boys, etc. I just don't care anymore, and it is so amazing! I feel so liberated. I don't care anymore about what people think I think or believe in, but you know, of course I do still care about my friends. I love my friends so much, and I do genuinely care even when people don't believe I do... I put myself in the person's shoes and feel what they feel, and I genuinely want to help.
I went to the FoodBank with Antonio and helping those poor people was just one of the best feelings I could ever get. They appreciated me so much, which made me appreciate them even more. I love helping people, and I know that that is my purpose. That's what I was made for: to help others.

Although sometimes people may be stubborn and not let me help. In which case, there comes a point where I have to give up. I haven't ever reached that point, but who knows if it'll ever come by.

I just feel so good, because I don't feel so dependent on other people... of course my new "not caring" phase is also applying to my school work. But it will happen... I know it will!

I love this. And I just don't want to care anymore; it's an amazing feeling not to.
Time to finish Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen <3